I don't know what to say. I don't really have a "diary" of any sort, so I figure this might be just as good of a place as any to use as a soapbox for how I feel.
Current mood: constricted
My parents, I love them dearly, but they drive me nuts. I figure if they read this, my opinion on the subject matter won't really change, so I might as well continue.
I personally like to think of myself as the neat person in the house. A neat person born in a packrat house, if you will. My mom has admitted to me that she can't just "up and go" with everything like I can. Well, I don't just put random things around the house and like hope I know where they are in a month to use for some obscure reason. It's really driving me crazy. I can't stand being in the house because it seems like a complete and total disaster. This is a change because it was not so long ago that I was generating the crap in the house and my parents were the ones who wanted it cleaner. But as of recent years, I've helped them (id est, done a lot of) cleaning the rooms in the house. They don't contain random piles of random things. However, my mom still has piles of her stuff everywhere.
The rooms I stay in at the house, my desk, my room, and the living room are all clean. I keep the hallway clean, but I leave the family room which they sit in alone. I asked my mom if I could move the bookcase which was getting beaten up where it is right now (my chair slams into it every time I get up, it just doesn't fit) into my room. "Well, it doesn't fit". Pure and utter crap. I've told her several times that I'd like to have her come up and see me lay out the dimensions on the floor of my room and see that it fits better than where it is now. Every time she says she has things better to do. And, you know what? She doesn't. There's a pile of her stuff that she hasn't touched in about 5 years that contains stuff from when she was teaching. I'd be more than willing to put my old bookcase in the place where this one is so she can still have her stuff she never uses there. But, she doesn't want to hear about that.
So, she told me that I better not have stuff in my room under my bed or next to my bed. To which I replied, "apparently you haven't been in my room in a while."
There are no such things. I keep that place clean, with only a book or two on the floor and the speakers for my iPod to wake me up every morning. But, she insists that it is different. Well, you don't see me yelling her to pick up her piles of crap, do you? Hmm.. it's so frustrating to be wrongly criticized. Why does she pick on my room when her room like isn't in nearly as good of shape?
The answers to all those questions I obviously do not know. And they probably aren't important.. but it was good to get that out there.